[my suha] weird feeling..

this story is already a whole mess to begin with.

suha tells jiwoon that he won’t leave him, and that he will stay by his side, because he was forced to. when jiwoon wakes up the next day to see that he is gone.. he begins to crash out. he ends up going to siwoo’s house (suha’s friend) he sees suha and begins having a breakdown and asks all these questions, suha says that the way he was treating him wasn’t right and tells him he wants a break and to not look for him.

i admit, jiwoon IS a horrible person, keeping suha locked up in his house for weeks or months, taking his cellphone away, keeping everything a secret from him.. not even letting him contact his family, just a lot of stuff, but nothing had to turn out this way.

but i honestly pity jiwoon, he was so good to suha before but his love for him just turned him insane, it didn’t have to be like this… it could’ve turned out better honestly, but i know a lot of it is his family’s fault, but still, things didn’t have to be like this.. at all.

i don’t know where this story is going, i know it’s going to end up worse than it honestly is, i’m scared for suha. but at least he’s free for now…

[chapter 102-103]