I record myself and cum to my own videos. And I’m embarrassed about it

I stole some of my ex panties and wore them and recorded myself while I bent over on my bed, I didn’t know how to shake my ass yet so I just moved back and forth like I was getting dick, I only made a video because I wanted some guy to fuck me, I ended up watching the video and got turned on, I watched it and jerked off until I shot a load for my own ass.

After that I started practicing how to twerk, I had dildos so I even learned to shake my ass while riding dick I also have a feet fetish, it was only for girls until I saw me feet next to my fat ass. Now I want to fuck a guy with a fat ass like mine, I even want to suck another guys toes. I only have these fetishes for guys because I was attracted to myself. I’m still embarrassed by it, but also I love showing off my ass. I’ve made a few guys cum to my twerking video.

At first it was only panties, but one night I put a girls shit, and out my hair in pigtails, recorded myself from behind. I looked so sexy from behind, I wanted to fuck myself. Unfortunately I can’t so now I want to fuck a chubby guy with a big fat ass and suck his toes. Or I want to ger fucked and get my toes sucked.

I have a few other fetishes I’ll make separate posts about them