Fitness rant.

So I’ve been doing fitness over the last year as outside of Reddit when I post my pics on the apps I rarely get messages from dudes I’m into. All my clothes are baggy on me and I’m continuing to do so. I’ve accepted I will always be naturally bulky and broad chested but I’ll likely be muscle bear like. What I have found fascinating is how on here I’m treated like some kind of loved guy which is sweet. But when I go on the apps I don’t really hear anything. I imagine others experience this. It’s really vain and ridiculous to think about this but it honestly would be nice to try dating and even hooking up. My plan is to continue fitness and dieting to get as fit as I can and post new pics because fatphobia is real. Again outside of places like this I’ve noticed large people are shunned and I have been most of my life while I see fit gays thriving partnered married and so on. Even now as I’ve slimmed down no one calls me fat anymore and people stopped the jabs about my weight. People actually started mocking me for my gym routine. Funny right? Anyway. Much love y’all.